Getting rid of the old, and on with the new :)

Getting rid of the old, and on with the new, sounds easier said then done. Right? Wrong. For me, i'll been looking for an apartment for a new months now and still none-thing. I just don't know if the world is trying to tell me that it's never going to happen, or it's just bad luck.

Who cares. However getting rid of the old, is very helpful.For one thing, you can clean out your closet and giving it to goodwill. However that's not the case for me. Since i'll be going to college this fall, i'm going to need all the money i could get. That's why i'm having a yard sale next Saturday. To help me to pay for my classes, and hopefully an apartment. Even through that i'm still looking for a job, it's hard to keep balance between, classes, friends, and work. Family not so much. There're never there for me. Even if  i need them the most.
It's rare for my family to show how much they care for each other, it's like the jungle for my family. However i still think that i might be "Adopted"? Which sadly, i'm not. The only people who care about me is my grandma, and my sisters. ( i have 4 sisters) But you get the picture. Anyway that's lie for me. I hope your life is more understanding and caring.

But me, i always feel like i'm going to an dark kennel, with a flashlight with endless doors. Within one of doors, is my happiness.
If i can't find my happiness, i'll make one.